Well I’m down in Georgia right now and I’m very confused.

Okay so I’m down here with my ex-boyfriend okay and he’s kissing me and feeling me up when I get here and and telling me how much he loves me and is in love with me. Okay. I still love this dude very much and I’m still in love with him cause he wasn’t only my best friend but my 1st as well. Understandable. But then later on he takes it to far when I tell him no cause I don’t want to do “it” he flips me around and does his business and later on I was happy to say the least I guess. And he’s telling me that he wants me back and he’s constantly saying I love you I love you I love you. He cried holding me because we wants me back so much and he’s so in love with me. But then yesterday after our episode the other night he tells me what he did was wrong and he’d rather remain friends with me and that broke my heart again cause I just love him so much but what am I supposed to think now after he did that? I told him no and he continued and now this? Can someone please tell me how I can just sit him down to listen to what I have to say cause I’m so confused and that makes me sad.

His mom told my mom that he has dual personalities and he has a really bad mean streak but whenever he gets really mad he looks at me and cheers up and is happy and there is nothing wrong. He’s never hit me or anything but his mom said he’s hit a girl before. it was his ex-girlfriend about 4 years ago and he grabbed her hair and such. He didn’t know her all to well, but I know him like the back of my hand. The girl that his sister says he has crush on is her best friend but he doesn’t. His mom said that she was goofing off and he slammed her up against the wall and told her to shut the fuck up and get out of the way and how he’s tired of seeing her ugly face in the house and such. He’s never done that to me. I’ve know him for 5 years now. He sees me and all seems right. His mom said he’s hell to live with and she feels sorry with whoever gets with him and she fears for them. I see nothing wrong when we’re together. He’s so gentle with me. I say ow he comes to kiss the wound. I say stop and he stops *not the other night though, he was like possessed* But for some reason I’m really IN love with him and I can’t see anyone else but him. I get butterflies and my heart aches just to hold him. I go weak in the knees. But what am I supposed to think after that night and after what his mom said. She said that sometimes he almost hit her and she’s scared. But someone please give me some advice, please? Thanks.